It'S All AbouT ME

Ouchhh! It's so damn painful!

2009-11-13T16:39:00.000-08:00

I always find myself in a life challenge and trial. I face my greatest life challenges when I struggle to find love, security and assurance. My fears, unhealthy behaviours, and excessive emotional will easily conquer my entire life and develop the negative energy around me. Letih jugak la dibuatnya... :(

I believe all of you will definitely experience your major and minor challenges too.
Question: How would you handle these challenges in your life? Would you handle them with your wisdom or anger? Would you just ignore them and rely on other people to help you to become strong to face them?
Do you think we really need to handle these struggles with our physical strength as well as our mental well-being?

Well, whatever it takes, I've found that these challenges initially pressure us from every side, threatening to crush or break us before we are able to face them with our physical and mental strength. Sometimes challenges could consume us with guilt, panic attacks and fatigue.

Huh, I can't really help it, ya know...nanti mula la nak cranky! I used to keep questioning and complaining on all the challenges in my life, "why me God?" "How do I stop the pain?" "I hate my life!".

Walau bagaimanapun, Allah itu memang Maha Pengasih, Maha Penyayang dan sangat adil. All life challenges that He gives us have a direct relationship in defining our purpose in life, actually. Life challenges enable us to see ourselves at our best and our worst. Oh, this reminds me of Ramli Sarip's song:

Lessons for today:

Kena betul-betul kuat dari segi jiwa! Yakin dan percaya bahawa segala KEKUATAN yang diperolehi adalah hasil daripada Dugaan yang dilalui. They are really interrelated!
Hari ni kita susah, esok kita senang...hari ni kita menangis esok pasti ketawa. Hidup ini umpama roda.
Be Patient! Once we learn how to be patient, eventually we will know where does the wisdom lie in ourselves.
Mengalah bukan erti kalah atau salah, malah ia sangat mulia dan memudahkan hidup.
It's no harm for us to always say 'SORRY", InsyaAllah, once it comes out from your mouth it will ease all your pains.
Last but not least, YAKIN.REDHA.SYUKUR.

That's all for today my friends. It's all about me...hope you will learn something too from my good and bad stories. All the best, Cheers!

Ringan Otak, Ringan Badan!

2009-11-12T19:35:00.000-08:00

I made an effort to start to talk to myself this morning. I woke up and promised to collect all positive energy today and I initiated it by being nice to my sister sending her to the office. Everything seems to work smoothly. I really think it's really true. When I stop taking some matters hardly, eventually I could ease my mind and my body feels so light that I don't feel tired and exhausted at all. I feel so good and I am able to do many good and nice things today. I took my besties to a box shop to buy some boxes for them to start packing their stuff. I planned to cook 'nasi ayam hainan' at home for everyone and alhamdullilah, sedappp...(according to my sister's new helper).

And now, rasa macam sedang menghirup angin segar di atas sebuah bukit ditemani siulan burung-burung...macam mana best tak dengar? Apa lagi, start la buat kawan-kawan.

Selamat mencuba...see ya!

Hi! Hello! Hey! Salam!

2009-11-11T21:32:00.000-08:00

Hah! Greetings to all my new friends and to them who have known me through my previous blog "budaya baik budaya buruk". Blog tu masih wujud sebenarnya, it's just that I don't have ideas to write anything related to the blog anymore! hehehe....Sorry banyak-banyak kepada pembaca setia dan followers semua. Anyway, I will probably continue writing for the blog but only God knows when. :p Nak drama sikit!

I have been so contemplating all this while but now I have 2 reasons why I chose to just start this new blog today: 1st) I've found the most adorable blog design that suits my soul and my passions in blogging and most importantly, it's FREE! 2nd) Dengan izin Allah, alhamdullilah, a guy who was invited for a dinner at our house yesterday has made me realized that I might need a blog to just write everything about me everyday without bothering other people. Dah tahu dah sebenarnya, segala kebaikan blogging ni, tapi nak jugak kena ada orang yang sesuai dengan kata-kata yang tepat dan masa serta keadaan yang sesuai yang boleh buat I sedar! :D

Itulah sedikit sebanyak intro dan salam perkenalan kali ini. Doa-doakanlah supaya blog ni tak jadi separuh jalan macam yang sebelum-sebelum ni ye. Thanking you guys in advance...chiow!